and I am not sure
where I stand
arms stretched out at my sides
staring straight
across the chasm before me
do I fly
do I free fall
do I fall back upon the "safe" ground
that is no longer so
clawing my way back
to a time that doesn't exist
a comfort that was
merely illusion
once again standing
at the well before my feet
no magician this time
to pull me back from
falling into the abyss